Tuesday, August 16, 2011
A few of you who really know me, know that I'm not a huge fan of change. I mean, who is? I realize that in order to grow into the person we are meant to become that we need to do some embracing.
After a conversation I had (on a date) with someone I just really happen to care about, he informed me that if I wasn't around, he really couldn't see things working out. I've always swore I'd never quit my job for a guy. But, I kind of have. I didn't technically quit. I just moved to a different position. (which hasn't officially started yet... I don't start until October) But with that said, I'm not going to be gone all the time. I'm going to have the freedom to have some-what of a life. And I'm taking the chance that things are going to work out in the love department (fingers crossed).
I am excited, I'm nervous and I'm scared shitless (sorry mom, but there was no other word to describe it)! I guess with change it is expected that there will be fears. Fear of the unknown, fear of making the wrong decision and fear of failure. I'm a bundle of nerves and emotions, which shouldn't be unexpected. I've been doing the same job for the last 7 years. And as most of you know, it is so easy to get "stuck in a rut". Now apart from the "scared" side there is also a positive side. The positive side is, I'm excited! I'm excited to see where things go and how I grow as a person. I'm excited for meeting new people and having new experiences. And most of all, I'm excited to see what else life has to offer!
Posted by ithinkinpink at 3:21 PM